In YWAM, we learned that when you pray for God to mold you, make your faith stronger, clean out your heart, show you what is in your heart, grow your faith in him etc. That one of the first signs that God is starting to pull that root ( of bitterness, unforgiving, unfaithfulness, hatred, fears, anxieties, etc.) up in our hearts that has been growing there sense we were young and started experiencing these feelings.
1) Satan does not want this to happen! So ATTACKS will happen.
2) You will start feeling anger and strike out at anyone who is close to you or near to you.
3) Feeling of out of control, so you might start trying harder to control issues around your life more.
4) Going through the steps of denial. We never want to believe that we have these types of evil/ yuckies in our lives/hearts.
5) But once you really start focusing on God and praying about why am I feeling anger or fear of losing control etc. He will be there to answer you. :) We have to slow down and stop fighting ourselves and essentially God.
No more pointing fingers. It is SUCH an AWESOME HEALING PROCESS once you get to this step. But once again. When God tugs on that root another time to show another .5 inch. You will start going throw this whole process again. The faster you are able to see what God is doing, and be willing to be really open and humble about it. The faster the healing begins. :) Praise God you are the beginning and the END! You now everything about each one of us and still Love our sinful hearts. God once again please forgive me if I have failed you today. Please show me what I need to work on and do different. You are the ultimate convictor Holy Spirit! We are NOTHING WITH OUT YOU LORD JESUS! AMEN!
Relaxing Day - Day 10, Sunday
8 years ago
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