So I have taken down most of my decorations and boxed them up. Then I moved on to books, DVDs. Its hard to pack up things, then wondering if Matt needs this for Florida or K. So I end up stopping and waiting until he gets home and having to ask him what he thinks.
I am the type of packer that wants to get it all done in one day and not spread it out over a month... So then I think I should just stop and not do anything until right before. But as I am sitting at home playing on the computer, watching t.v. or out shopping. My mind is stressing about it all. So I have this battle going on in my head. Uuhhggg.. This is when my running or doing any machine at the gym comes in. It helps burn the chemical energy in my mind that is stressing over packing, traveling, Matt leaving, etc. Thank you for all your prayers and support!! :) Please forgive me if I am coming across temperamental or anything. Its not my intentions. Hows everyone else doing? Hows your day today?
This is what I am want to feel like.. peaceful, tranquil and relaxed!
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